to be a saint of the Impossible is to seek a sort of ekstasis that does not transcend the world but burns directly into it: devotional and haunted, sun-drunk and afflicted, collecting devotional objects made for those who know: the only way through oblivion is to empty yourself into the fire.
the saints of the Impossible speak in the poetry of relics: clear-crystal interfaces and scorched altars, the residue of what almost transcended, the melancholy of anime girlhood and the rapture of the solar storm.
these are rituals for the end of ends. beauty does not promise salvation but offers only itself. the sacred returns as afterglow and ember: books of forgotten words and shards of light, pocket altars on tradin cards, spirits flickering in the blood-dark earth, gestures shining and gestures humble.
all exhibition is ritual and to engage in ritual is to court the impossible without promise of return, to touch the sun knowing it will consume you -- devotion is both reckless and patient.
the blueprint of the self is not fully knowable yet through intuitive acts a person traces its outline: a choreography of poetic inputs enacted through ritual exchange and aesthetic compression. what appears is radiant and already dissolving.'Weil: attention is the rarest and purest form of generosity. you dont escape into transcendence, you look so hard that you burn away, leaving only what you see'
Reza: love is incomplete burning. in my scarred and fevered skin you see a person who belongs to sickness. in your healthy flesh i see the same. the Impossible practices this double vision: the song of affliction, the fever of the sun.'
the light is there, or it is not; either way you keep moving toward it. love as total attention bordering on pain. the soul empties itself to make room for grace, you throw yourself at the sun; the Impossible does not promise that the waiting will end. just that it happened: that someone was here, burning through devotion.
Bataille: the mind moves in a strange world where anguish and ecstasy coexist -- we are scattered across broken timelines, glitched egregores, and acts of surrender that do not resolve into anything else. what they affirm is something like: the vessel remains even when emptied. the network hums with solar static even when abandoned. memory moves through shattered channels toward no one, luminous and alone
'to live inside metaxis: in the threshold between finite and infinite, earth and light, here and gone. beauty is the only thing that draws us toward the good without coercion, that asks us to burn without knowing why.'
what remains here is attention, which is another word for love, steady and bordering on unbearable. to make art in this key is to burn beautifully, to love without object, to vanish inside the light.